I am very sorry to hear that you keep missing out on the appeals!
It might be worth giving the "Community Builder" applications a try. If you are apart of a Town such as a Mayor or Co-Mayor and love to build new places for the server community you will have a higher chance of becoming one.
As a Community Builder, you will have access to creative mode then you can toggle on and off. It will seperate your inventory from survival and creative so you can always switch over.
Please submit builds that you have currently created on the server.Click me to Apply...